Nothing makes sense anymore...

I don't get it. I just don't get it. Of all the people I've ever met in my life, he seemed like the least likely to commit suicide... I don't understand. This whole thing was hard enough to deal with when I thought he'd died of something natural. I guess I should've known, when they weren't releasing the cause of death yesterday... But no, I shouldn't have known. He wouldn't do that. I mean, he just wouldn't... Okay, so he was just my vice principal, and maybe I'm taking this all a little too hard. But if you'd met him, you'd know. You'd know he wasn't that kind of person. He cared about us so much, and he was so committed to helping us... I just don't get it.

I don't think I'll ever get it.